I just got home from the worst date I've ever had in my entire life! This guy and I could not relate to each other at all. I couldn't keep up with the conversation. The stuff he was talking about was so dull that he may as well have been talking about Pittsburgh Chapter 13 the entire time. That's how bad it was! What's worse is that I can tell he thinks the evening went really well. He even tried to kiss me at the end of the night, but I politely turned my cheek. I think he even thinks that went well too! Sheesh! I don't know how I could be so wrong about someone. I'm just so disappointed about how everything turned out because I pictured him one way in my mind and then he turned out to be entirely different. We'd only seen each other around. Prior to that awful date we hadn't talked much. I guess I was guilty of building up this idealized version of him in my mind. He really seemed like someone I would like. I felt so sure about him. I don't know how I'm going to break the bad news to him. I know he's probably going to call me for a second date. I really wish he'd been charming so I didn't have to break his heart.