I'm really nervous right now. My date will be here in a little while to pick me up. I'm always especially anxious about the first date. I just want everything to go well. I'm sure everything will be fine. He's always been a gentleman and he's very professional. He's an Orlando bankruptcy lawyer. I just really like this guy! I want to see more of him after tonight. I think I'm just especially anxious because this will be the first time I've been out with anyone since ending things with my ex-boyfriend. It's a big step for me. My friends thought I wasn't ready yet, but I really wanted to do it. I can't wait to see where we're going. He only hinted at it. Wherever we're going it sounds like it's really elegant. I hope I'm dressed appropriately. Oh, I should just try to relax and learn how to enjoy the spontaneity. I think that's what I really like about this guy. He keeps me guessing. I like that! Every other guy I dated was so predictable and he's not like that at all. I never know what's really going on in that mind of his. I always liked surprises!