I went to buy a new cell phone and was looking at all the models hanging from the wall and the cell phone cases.  I bought a typical cell phone, but one with good reception and durability.  The sales associate went overboard with his sales pitch though since I was already buying the phone, but he said something like it’s a good idea to have the same kind of phone as your girlfriend does since then when you call each other all the time you won’t get charged.  And that opened some wounds since I was trying not to think about her.  No, she wasn’t my girlfriend, but she should be right now.  She actually asked me out the day before she met up with this other guy and decided she wanted to be his girlfriend.  I hesitated and paid for it.  I have her phone number and because her name is Amanda it appears first on my phone book.  I don’t want to delete it, but it still bothers me seeing there.  And she does feel feelings for me.  My instincts are telling me that.  I just don’t know what to do about all this right now.  Just wait it out, I guess.